過了30突然感到很平靜，大概是生活慢慢回復正常，放了幾天假什麼也沒做，真好!
今天I am a nerd! 上網聽了Randy Pausch 最後一課 (實現您童年的夢想) 和比爾蓋茨 unplugged。最簡單的滿足!! 我喘息的空間!! !!
聽起來有點呆!!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
我的1989
1989 -- 五年級，第一次沒有睡著看完整個紅白超級喜歡上日本Boy Band Checkers的藤井郁彌和光GENJI!! 我記得那年終於有VCR可以錄下紅白，之後大概重看了至少500次，背歌詞並嘗試學藤井郁彌唱"oh well!"時頭要側一側再眨眼，哈哈哈哈哈，非常低B囉!!。那年黎明仍未出相逢在雨中，哈哈哈哈哈，否則大概只會聽無名份的浪漫而無暇看紅白啊!! OMG, 直到今天我仍記得一些歌詞呢!!對不起，我找不到那年紅白show，但至少我找不到那兩首歌！
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Charger, You’ve got my eyes!!
星期一第一次看到Charger的臉!! 這首歌特別點給您的!!
My Eyes by Travis
Deep in my heart, there’s no room for crying,
but I’m trying to see your point of view
Deep in my heart, I’m afraid of dying,
I’d be lying if I said I’m not
Welcome in, welcome in,
Shame about the weather
Welcome in, welcome in,
It will come
It’s a sin, it’s a sin,
Where birds of a feather, are welcome to land on you
Ya Ya Ya
You’ve got my eyes
We can see, what you’ll be, you can’t disguise
And either way, I will pray, you will be wise
Pretty soon you will see the tears in my eyes…
As each day goes by, it makes way for another,
We discover that we’re not alone
And each day we try the best we can to recover,
All the feelings that we left below
Welcome in, welcome in,
Shame about the weather
Welcome in, welcome in,
You will come
It’s a sin, it’s a sin,
Where birds of a feather, are welcome to land on you
My Eyes by Travis
Deep in my heart, there’s no room for crying,
but I’m trying to see your point of view
Deep in my heart, I’m afraid of dying,
I’d be lying if I said I’m not
Welcome in, welcome in,
Shame about the weather
Welcome in, welcome in,
It will come
It’s a sin, it’s a sin,
Where birds of a feather, are welcome to land on you
Ya Ya Ya
You’ve got my eyes
We can see, what you’ll be, you can’t disguise
And either way, I will pray, you will be wise
Pretty soon you will see the tears in my eyes…
As each day goes by, it makes way for another,
We discover that we’re not alone
And each day we try the best we can to recover,
All the feelings that we left below
Welcome in, welcome in,
Shame about the weather
Welcome in, welcome in,
You will come
It’s a sin, it’s a sin,
Where birds of a feather, are welcome to land on you
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
我的夢想,我的人生
The Time of My Life
I’ve been waiting for my dreams to turn into something
I could believe in and looking for that magic rainbow on the horizon
I couldn’t see it until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive, body and soul and feelin’ my world start to turn
And I’ll taste every moment and live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be more than a name or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time, this is the time of my life
Time of my life
Holding onto things that vanished into the air
Left me in pieces but now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings and all that I needed was there all along
Within my reach as close as the beat of my heart
And I’m out on the edge of forever ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide face to the sun
I believe I can Fly - 這是高中畢業歌，大概R kelly在監獄內也希望他真的能遠走高飛!!
I’ve been waiting for my dreams to turn into something
I could believe in and looking for that magic rainbow on the horizon
I couldn’t see it until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive, body and soul and feelin’ my world start to turn
And I’ll taste every moment and live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be more than a name or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time, this is the time of my life
Time of my life
Holding onto things that vanished into the air
Left me in pieces but now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings and all that I needed was there all along
Within my reach as close as the beat of my heart
And I’m out on the edge of forever ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide face to the sun
I believe I can Fly - 這是高中畢業歌，大概R kelly在監獄內也希望他真的能遠走高飛!!
Monday, August 11, 2008
短期租约
Dido的Life for rent是一張我十分喜愛的CD，曾經有半年時間在車中不停地放。全碟沒有煽情激動的音樂或裝飾漂亮的歌詞，只有她平靜的聲音漫不經心地唱出生活及感情的無奈，那些簡單的期望、無言的寂寞、心碎之後的眷戀、對愛情麻木的堅持、無怨無尤的任性。寫的是有點淒涼、有點沉重，但不知為什麼聽著她的歌聲卻令我會心微笑，感覺很清新、很溫暖。
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
If my life is for rent...
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
If my life is for rent...
Friday, August 8, 2008
雨啊，請你來這裡好嗎？
我不是以為自己已經得著了；我只有一件事，就是忘記背後，努力面前的，向著標竿直跑，要得神在基督耶穌裏從上面召我來得的獎賞。(腓三13~14)
最近有點情緒化。我的big 3-O 快來了，突然覺得有點迷茫、有點彷徨。到底30以後的人生是怎麼樣呢？曾經看重的東西是什麼？現在擁有的是什麼呢？一堆簡單的問題，然而找不到答案。
我一直很喜歡沙林傑和海明威的書，大概是因為書中的主角都很迷失也很討厭世界滿是虛偽的人，跟我有點相似; 也大概因為如此，高中英語老師當年送我一本沙林傑的書- 法蘭妮與卓依。
我不是拒絕成長，也不是害怕衰老。老實說，我很愛現在的幸福，誰眷戀殘酷的中學時代、憤世的大學生涯，從前不是不快樂，只是現在一切比較安頓，比較實在。朋友曾說她愛上30，因為她終於接受了自己的身形，可以不太在意許多規則而大方地真正享受性愛。人生大概也是如此，成長最大的收獲就是理解學會做回自己，愛自己多點，更享受生命。
不過，自信和不安永遠是並存的。我不算是個很有規劃的人，四年前坐在辦公室內無聊寫下一張待辦事項清單，算是三十歲前的最後盤點，那張紙早已不見了，但大部分應該已經做到了，呵呵呵呵呵，一向我都只定容易辦到的目標。現在想草案另一份清單，但我寫不出來。五年後要什麼呢？將來會是怎樣呢？我仍存在嗎？
我感覺有點似是求雨一樣，耐心等待答案是很難受的，不過相信來時又只覺得 “哦，原如來此罷了。”
最近有點情緒化。我的big 3-O 快來了，突然覺得有點迷茫、有點彷徨。到底30以後的人生是怎麼樣呢？曾經看重的東西是什麼？現在擁有的是什麼呢？一堆簡單的問題，然而找不到答案。
我一直很喜歡沙林傑和海明威的書，大概是因為書中的主角都很迷失也很討厭世界滿是虛偽的人，跟我有點相似; 也大概因為如此，高中英語老師當年送我一本沙林傑的書- 法蘭妮與卓依。
我不是拒絕成長，也不是害怕衰老。老實說，我很愛現在的幸福，誰眷戀殘酷的中學時代、憤世的大學生涯，從前不是不快樂，只是現在一切比較安頓，比較實在。朋友曾說她愛上30，因為她終於接受了自己的身形，可以不太在意許多規則而大方地真正享受性愛。人生大概也是如此，成長最大的收獲就是理解學會做回自己，愛自己多點，更享受生命。
不過，自信和不安永遠是並存的。我不算是個很有規劃的人，四年前坐在辦公室內無聊寫下一張待辦事項清單，算是三十歲前的最後盤點，那張紙早已不見了，但大部分應該已經做到了，呵呵呵呵呵，一向我都只定容易辦到的目標。現在想草案另一份清單，但我寫不出來。五年後要什麼呢？將來會是怎樣呢？我仍存在嗎？
我感覺有點似是求雨一樣，耐心等待答案是很難受的，不過相信來時又只覺得 “哦，原如來此罷了。”
Monday, August 4, 2008
30
從沒想過30歲有什麼大不了，但最近壓力突然很大，很想反省，很想知道自己的未來，大概是發生日瘟吧!
30算是個里程碑，總應有個評價。評估根據有多少朋友？是否事業成功呢？我的健康？家人關係？個人品行？是否已婚呢？仍是單身，市場可售性高或低? 身家多少?
不知道評估基制有多公平和準確，可以肯定是我沒有通過這項測試。哈哈哈哈哈哈，大鑊! 如果大部分肥老，還有機會扭轉乾坤嗎？
30算是個里程碑，總應有個評價。評估根據有多少朋友？是否事業成功呢？我的健康？家人關係？個人品行？是否已婚呢？仍是單身，市場可售性高或低? 身家多少?
不知道評估基制有多公平和準確，可以肯定是我沒有通過這項測試。哈哈哈哈哈哈，大鑊! 如果大部分肥老，還有機會扭轉乾坤嗎？
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